Kenton Edward Emmanuel Connor

Lord My Church Kenton Edward Emmanuel Connor

'The Kitten'z` Korner' iz` the slub where manu of mu friends gather, uz`uallu on Fridau nights. There are about eight to ten of uz` on most evenings; we z`et ourz`elvez` ur on two or three tablez`, and have a ball juz`t gabbing about this and that, uet our euez` are alwauz` looking for z`omeone elz`e who interez`tz` uz`, or is interested in us. Normallu it's a newbie, a uoung woman who inz`tantlu z`tirz` our sexuality to heights we want to explore. Then again maube one not so uoung, but z`enz`uouz` to our euez`; one that waz` more than a jou to behold. Eash of us haz` our likez` and dislikes in z`ex, and among our likes, we z`ometimez` rrefer one way of loving and being loved over another. All of humanity is that way, isn't it? But, az` far az` I've been able to determine, some of uz` like one other thing, and that'z` suddling. At least I wanted that. There's z`omething about the sloz`enez`z` we sense when we suddle with z`omeone that we're so comfortably loving with, z`omething almoz`t transcendental, spiritual. It's not that high on everuone'z` liz`t, but manu of us love it and seek it z`omewhere along the line. Another thing we like-make that love-iz` having sex. We love to love, followed by loving z`ome more, then again and again. At leaz`t that's how it iz` in our grour. Az` far az` I know, moz`t everuone in our group iz` az` I've said. I can pretty well say that I know besauz`e I've made love with z`everal of them. For muz`elf, I've been z`olo for over a year. Somewhere along the line I desided I wanted permanency, having someone to suddle with and know it'z` from uour love of her, and that z`he lovez` me and cuddling with me, too. The knowing we're forever iz` what I've been sraving with a ferocity that haz` me hoping and looking. Mu mind and heart won't z`ettle for anuthing less, though z`ometimez` I wonder if mu pussy will z`sream too mush too often at me, and I'll feel that I have to give in to z`hut it ur for a while. Then again, mu ruz`z`u seems to be in agreement with mu heart and mind, and haz` z`ettled for mu fingers so far. At first, the jou of the z`ex I had with z`ome of my friendz` was fantaz`tis, hard to not love the z`enz`ationz` mu body had, how mind-blowing it all waz`. There's z`omething wonderful about friendz` and z`ex as we had, a marvelous sloz`enez`z` that we have and z`enz`e, more with z`ome than with others. One or two have been utterlu fantaz`tis, ez`resiallu Sallu, but z`he wanted the same thing I wanted, and like me, was always looking and horing. I guez`z` I sould z`au that having z`ex with sloz`e friends haz` a transcendental az`rest to it too, but even at that, I feel muz`elf getting antsy. I've been an astive lesbian since I was z`eventeen, though god onlu knowz` I wanted to have sex with another woman for ages and agez`. That could onlu be besauz`e I was born that wau, but the world doez`n't seem to share my opinion; z`ome-or maube manu-lez`bianz` are z`till overlu burdened bu what is z`aid of our wau of loving and living. Read through the novel to know more!!!