Dorian Sanford

Every Woman's Fear Dorian Sanford

In, Every Woman's Fear, a real lifefiction/non-fiction drama set in California and the icy shores of Maine. This story forces you to think and feel about whatrape really means. What rape can do to you inside and out? It makes you thinkabout fear; makes you smell fear, and makes you hatefear. Mycharacter is violently raped, and tortured in the mind as well as body. Thisstory will take you as the reader into her pain and suffering and indecision. Alessa is raped while on vacation in Palm Springs, the crime is eventually reported but theinvestigation is dropped. She goes through a recovery period with no therapy. The rape destroys her marriage and leaves her single with two children. Shemeets a British man and he awakens feelings inside of her that she thought werelong gone. She explores this in her mind and is afraid of what she is feelingand therefore chooses not to deal with it. She leans on a small support groupof best friends for advice and communication. It is a very cohesive group.¿ She appears to be very strong, and confident,successful, but it is only a faade. She is terrified and thinks about Bill andis ashamed. Why? She wants to know why? Billis rich and obsessed, and a borderline racist. He tolerates people of otherraces; he is torn with having these unexplained, uncontrollable feelings for awoman of another race and hates himself for it. He doesn't know what he isfeeling and is very angry inside about it. He hasn't felt this way before andwants to punish her for it. He rapes her because he can. He finds her againbecause like the light at the end of the tunnel he is drawn to what he cannotignore. He punishes her because she denies him, and because he is better thanshe is. He takes what he wants in life and does whatever he feels because hecan. Heis controlling and a little bit on the psychotic side. He tracks her downthrough police records. Blackmails her, threatens her children and familymembers. She makes a decision to go back with him to Newport Beach, CA.¿ S